Raw Thought: The Joy of Public Speaking

A few months ago I was asked if I wanted to give a talk (via videoconference) to a technology conference in India. Being extraordinarily bad at saying no, I said yes. I asked what they wanted me to talk about and they said I could speak about whatever I liked. I thought about it for a while and concluded that I should talk about my life and how I got out of a small town in the middle of the country and ended up working with famous people. Due to a timing screw up, I didn't get to spend as much time on it as I liked, but I did my best. I can put the draft up if anyone wants it. (Update: Here's the talk, as prepared.)

(My hope was that talking about all these things would give people lots of different subjects to ask questions on, and then I could go into more detail about whatever interested people. But oddly, the questions were instead mostly about the few things I'd left out of the narrative. I wonder if that means I addressed everything in enough detail that I answered all their questions or whether I didn't talk about the things they actually cared about.)

Giving a talk via videoconference is a painful thing. First, your disembodied head is looming six feet tall over a room of people. It's hard to imagine that's attractive to anyone other than Big Brother's most ardent fan. Second, you have only the blurriest view of the audience you're speaking to. Third, you can't hear whether they're laughing or not, because if you get an audio channel then all you hear is the delayed sound of your own voice repeated back to you -- which is incredibly distracting -- so instead all you get is silence. It's incredibly difficult to connect with an audience under these conditions.

Still, I did my best, and I'm told it went reasonably well. I sure had fun -- there's a real buzz you get from speaking before an audience, whether it's on the radio or via videocast or in person. Suddenly your depression and thirst and hunger melt away and you just light up with enthusiasm and energy. The students who filled the room I was addressing applauded and thanked me; but in truth I really owe a debt to them.

(P.S. If you did attend the talk, I'd love your honest feedback on how it went. Send me email at me@aaronsw.com or post a comment. Thanks!)

posted 2007-09-27T13:43:27 #

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i want to see the draft.

posted by nec on 2007-09-27T22:40:53 #

That is, of course, The Thing Everyone Wants to Know About You.

posted by David McCabe on 2007-09-28T02:19:07 #

Yes, we want the draft.

posted by demaratus on 2007-09-28T05:01:30 #

Great talk! I can't believe you weren't going to put it online! I'm off to be more curious ...

posted by Thomas David Baker on 2007-09-29T03:32:31 #

"fairly well off"? "stuck in a small town in the middle of the country"? You had to "figure out some tricks for getting out of that"?

Didn't you grow up in Highland Park, less than 20 miles from Chicago? Highland Park, where the median household income is over $100,000? Didn't you attend a private elementary school that cost over $18,000 a year?

Please, tell us more about the tricks you used to escape that situation!

posted by ed bowlinger on 2007-09-29T13:34:44 #

hey there,

i just wanted to say that talk that u gave was neat but the draft up of it says the tech fest was in 'calcutta', which is totally wrong. it was in a place called 'calicut'(which is way down south here in india).

posted by Rohit Suresh on 2007-10-01T16:46:08 #

I loved reading that. Is there a podcast version of it?

posted by spez on 2007-10-02T01:36:07 #

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